A Simple Switch To Your Life

I'm Already gone

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Every night I cry myself to sleep,

Cause I was hoping you to be there..

But now I know I only have the memories to keep,

Cause you no longer care..

Can't you see I'm crying every night? Can't you see I'm dying inside? Can't you see I'm giving up? Can't you see I'm faking my smile? Can't you see I barely laugh? Can't you see I'm lonely? can't you see?

I need you to show me that you care. I need you to help me. I need you to be there. I need you to show me. I need you to love me. I need you to hear me. Or maybe, I just Needed you to KILL me.

Sometimes i wonder, why do i always helping people? Why do I always try to make people happy? Why do I always make people laugh? Why do I always please them? Why can't I be them? I cared so much that I lied so much.

*The picture that you see,

the picture that you hate,

the picture that you asked me to change,

the picture that you went eee.

Wasn't i smiling?

Oh wait, Maybe i was dying?

That's just the real me..

Nina Nazliana

The girl who lost herself

Nina Nazliana
06111990
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Sometimes In Life You Fall Down Too Many Times That Every Time You Wanna Stand Back Up Makes You GIve Up Half Way
I needed you to make me smile,
I needed you to see me cry.
I need you to be versatile,
Listening to all my sighs.
You were there,
The way you showed me, You did Care.
But why for just a little moment?
When all my Dreams and Happiness just had it turned.
You made me smile,
But than for just that little while.
You saw me cried,
You wipe those tears when i confide.
You gave me the strength that i need,
But then i was pushed away from your feet.
You gave me the hope,
But now you crashed it and expects me to cope.
I just need you to give me another chance,
Please don't tell me that you can't.
Please Forgive me,
I'm begging you from my knee.
I admit my mistakes and my wrongs,
I know where i stand and belongs.
This hope you crashed will still be there,
That you come back and show your care.
I am still waiting for you,
Standing tall with the pains and walking through.
I'll make sure I will Laugh out so loud,
So that everyone will not see my blue clouds.
With Love,
Nina Nazliana