you're only almost here...
Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause you're only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you you're almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here,.

It has been three days, that i kept dreaming and thinking of you. Every time i'm alone, I was hoping for you to be with me. hug me when i need someone. Listen to me when i need someone to hear. Slap me when i need someone to shut me up. Love me as i need someone to love.

You bring tears to my eyes each night knowing that you are no longer there. 6 years to know that you are the one. 6 years to know that i love you. 6 years to know we have separate. 6 more years to know we disappeared. I love you. I miss you. I know it is too late now, but maybe i was foolish to take advantage of having you around. looking at the picture, the love letter, the ring, makes me cry and sigh longer. 

I'm searching for you, but you are not there. I'm thinking of you but i don't know if you still care. nothing have change, only my heart getting distorted and in pieces. Having you in my dreams were something that i didn't expect. I wasn't expecting. I'm hurt,. cos you are only almost here....

*Don't let me go, i'm still waiting and hoping....

Nina Nazliana



The girl who lost herself

Nina Nazliana
06111990
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Sometimes In Life You Fall Down Too Many Times That Every Time You Wanna Stand Back Up Makes You GIve Up Half Way
I needed you to make me smile,
I needed you to see me cry.
I need you to be versatile,
Listening to all my sighs.
You were there,
The way you showed me, You did Care.
But why for just a little moment?
When all my Dreams and Happiness just had it turned.
You made me smile,
But than for just that little while.
You saw me cried,
You wipe those tears when i confide.
You gave me the strength that i need,
But then i was pushed away from your feet.
You gave me the hope,
But now you crashed it and expects me to cope.
I just need you to give me another chance,
Please don't tell me that you can't.
Please Forgive me,
I'm begging you from my knee.
I admit my mistakes and my wrongs,
I know where i stand and belongs.
This hope you crashed will still be there,
That you come back and show your care.
I am still waiting for you,
Standing tall with the pains and walking through.
I'll make sure I will Laugh out so loud,
So that everyone will not see my blue clouds.
With Love,
Nina Nazliana


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