I was not myself this few days.
I don't know what actually i'm supposed to face.
I just can't be left sitting all alone,
Cos soon I'll be thinking about the piece of stone.
When i think about my future,
All I think is about sadness, death for sure.
Knowing a piece of stone with my name will be on top of me,
It will then reflect on my deeds and sins after all i've been.
Many questions is on my mind right now,
Will i end up burning in flame or smiling and end it with a bow.
Will people remember me cause of my kindness,
Or even worse, they end up giving me a curse.
But i know life is never easy nor is it hard,
I know I can't regret now cos i've been bad from the start.
But when i'm gone all i ever want is Peace,
Cos that's the only thing that my soul will be at ease.
When I'm gone don't even cry,
I'm not asking for sympathy but just a smile that i wanna see.
Look at me for the last time when i'm still lying on my bed,
Most importantly, remember me when i'm dead.
* Only Love and Death Change All Things.
Nina Nazliana
