Sometimes when you think that everything is gonna be ok,
that's when all the shit happens.
One thing sure, friends are not forever.
I've felt all the heartaches in the world. Be it about life, love, or worst in friendships. All of it have make an impact on me. Making me so numb that i almost lost my feelings. But one thing sure, it has make me a stronger individual who care no shit about anyone else.
I used to think that friends are forever. I used to love someone more than myself. That's when i realize i'm losing myself real bad. I gave so much that in the end, i was still alone. I tried my best in the friendship, but yet again betrayal seems to be my friend instead. I trust so much that i was lied. I wonder why?
6 years of my life, i told myself, that everything was ok. But no. I lied to myself. It only took me 6 years for me to loose my happiness. All of it. So don't you ever talk or cry about something that I've cried long ago. One thing sure, what ever that happens, I have to stand back up again. That is why, i always tend to stay stronger than my usual strength.
Ive always told myself, people come and go in your life. Never should i be discouraged or feel upset. Look up, stand up, and move forward. Love myself more than I love others. Cause in the very end, whatever that I've been through with YOU, I dun want that to happen to anyone else. Leave me alone.
*Sometimes, it is better to be strangers.
Nina Nazliana
